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I feel bad for not updating this blog so often. And I might not be able to post anything this coming week. I'm still not sure, though. This week is the start of my week-long birthday fun. I haven't planned on anything yet. I intend to have fun in random ways. I'm not expecting any gifts either. I thought about making a wishlist but then I realized that I shouldn't ask for anything from anyone or hope for something and then feel bad in the end for not getting it. I am contented and happy about the way things are going in my life right now. 

I should be. :)

Anyway, I do hope to see you as soon as I can. ♥

*hugzandkisses*

Changes in April

"Growth is a painful process."

It's the first day of April. While everyone is busy making plans for the whole month and some others are trying to fool around because it's April Fool's day, I on the other hand, contemplated. What changes do I want to take place this month? Our summer vacation officially starts today. And I'm supposed to run around and jump and scream "YAY!" But instead of doing so, I decided to think things over before I could run around and jump and scream "YAY!"... 

I really want to elaborate on that but if you know me, I'm not good with words. My mind is focused on something right now which makes it harder for me to figure out what I have been meaning to tell you. 

Change is all I want. Perhaps, the whole process could hurt but what more can I not endure? Growing, I'd say is what I am going through right now. And it's for the nth time, so it's not new. This could mean changes in habits, hobbies, plans for the future, career, personal, etc. I think it is quite normal... What I don't understand is why am I bothered as much as I am excited? Why is it painful? Why can't I let it out? 

Sorry. I sound like ranting over something again. But don't get me wrong, please. I'm just trying to vent. This blog is my breathing space. I keep telling myself, what's with the blues? It's going to be my birthday soon. And yeah! That reminds me of something. I promised myself that I will buy a new sewing machine for my birthday and I haven't saved a penny yet. >.< 

Anyway, I really hope that these changes would not affect my life negatively. I have to remind myself over again...


Happiness is a choice! And I'd stay happy whether I change or not. xD

Today

...is my daughter's birthday! 


She had a fun pizza and pasta party at school earlier.
AND, she agreed to wear the cutesy dress that I bought for her! *Praise Heavens!

How I wish the dress is mine...

She's not the girly girl type. She plays with boy's toys and always runs around.

Her new toys! :)

Her favorite character: Ultimate Humungousaur

Most of all, she doesn't like dresses! I asked her once if she wants to become a princess but she said, "No. I want to become a knight!" 
Okaaay... I know that some of you might say that maybe she's a lesbian. If so, then let it be. BUT, if not, thank you! It's too early to say, isn't it? And I don't see anything wrong with that. I am trying to raise them the best way I could so they won't be a burden to anybody. ^_^ And the way I see it, she's far from becoming so. 

She's a bit uncomfortable, I guess...

Anywaaay... all went well today. I am glad that she's happy with everything she have right now. We're supposed to visit the Manila Ocean Park but they still have school and our weekend is reserved for the Earth Hour activity plus our Church wedding Anniversary on Sunday. 
I am the busy queen bee again! Can I buy time? :)

Oh well... I'll see you in a few!~ ♥